Tag Archives: happiness

New mantra

Posted on October 1, 2022 by lolkin
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You are fear (anger)

Posted on September 24, 2022 by lolkin

As you watch, you learn that the observer is merely a bundle of ideas and memories without any validity or substance, but that fear is an actuality and that you are trying to understand a fact with an abstraction which, … Continue reading →

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On anger. A reminder poem. Read when angry.

Posted on September 18, 2022 by lolkin

The boat is empty.  The anger is empty. (1) You just forgot. Again.  Remember – your karma led you here.  How can you be angry with something  That is a creation of your mind?  If you act now with anger, … Continue reading →

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On anger. Who is the source of your anger?

Posted on September 17, 2022 by lolkin

Thanks to this video, I’ve had a breakthrough – I realised my father is the source of my explosive rage. The thing is his rage likely is not even conscious, and was passed down by previous generations of my ancestors. … Continue reading →

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Universe has an impeccable sense of humour

Posted on September 10, 2022 by lolkin

Since my “hero dose” 6g plant medicine ceremony in the Netherlands in 2018, I dabbled into smaller doses solo and took part in another group ceremony last month, on Lion’s Gate portal opening 8/8. This was a ceremony led by … Continue reading →

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Depression is a state of alienation from our needs

Posted on September 3, 2022 by lolkin

…the internal conflicts often result in depression… When we have a judgmental dialogue going on within, we become alienated from what we are needing and cannot then act to meet those needs. Depression is indicative of a state of alienation … Continue reading →

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Absence of that that we do not want is happiness itself

Posted on August 27, 2022 by lolkin

We often overlook absence of something undesirable, our minds focusing on the next thing, next goal, forgetting that absence of something undesirable has been our goal in the first place and is hence an important part of our happiness. Take … Continue reading →

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Art therapy – space poem #TheExpanse

Posted on August 20, 2022 by lolkin

I miss this tv show so much ☹️ I can not wait for the embrace of space! Its vastness, cold vacuum and void. So I escape the gravity of self And into supernova self-destroy. Strap in for high G burn … Continue reading →

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I float on the thin film of an illusion that we call reality.

Posted on August 13, 2022 by lolkin

I am empty but not in a bad way. I don’t need to be anyone or anywhere anymore, I don’t have goals or projects, I still wonder about purpose occasionally but I accepted not knowing. I is the source of … Continue reading →

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Too busy? Or afraid to face emptiness?

Posted on August 6, 2022 by lolkin

When I was younger, I filled all my free time with activities and projects. God forbid, I were to find myself alone in my flat with nothing to do. I was constantly on the go. Life seemed full and good … Continue reading →

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